Drunk feelings!

I don't know how to be strong anymore. You know I can understand why so many turn to substance abuse now. Life is a bitch, even when you try to do right by people. Life will throw you to the ground and stomp your face out. If you haven't realized by now I'm pissed! Do any of you ever ask yourself. How the fuck did I get here? No seriously! For those of us who have been raised right, know how to treat others, live life as accordingly as possible, try our damnedest to do everything right! Just so we can have it all thrown back in our face. Now I know why people are bitter and angry at the world! These were once people who believed in it! In life, in connection, in experience, in love, in compassion, in respect! Something is incredibly wrong. The fucked upness of this world and ragedy as people is causing a shortage in those who truly believe in it and want better for it. What the hell MAN!!!!!!!!!