A.M. Rant

It's 2.30 am and I am feeling so restless. I don't know why my mind chooses to go on a rampage of random thoughts during the hours I should be getting rest. Actually I do. I seriously need to fill a void in my life. I've never been more concerned about what's next as I am now. Sure I can be living in the moment, appreciating the present, but the truth is the sands of time are moving faster than ever. There is so much I want and need to do, but I don't know how I will accomplish any of those things being in my current mode of operation. I'm still meant for great things . I feel it in my bones, but the choices I'm making in life (not necessarily bad ones) are making it difficult to see and discover what those great things are. I know what's keeping me up at night. It's the voice of destiny, the voice of truth, the desire of the heart wanting to continue the journey of exploring and experiencing . I need to take action today.